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step one: slit my throat [Apr. 8th, 2004|09:32 pm]
[im feeling... |weirdweird]
[rocking out to... |alkaline trio]

my mom accused me of burning the mirror and stealing the tweezers...lol...like i would do that... i dont even kno how to burn a mirror. eh..

okay so i was watching the news and theres this muslim website and it says "kill every american you see". that really scared me. i think that the end of the world is comming soon. eh..i sound stupid talking like this. but i am soo scared.
bohys make me so angry!!!
bohys are stupid...throw rocks at them. :)
why are people so mean to eachother? why cant we all just be happy? *sad face*

i love tom delonge. goodnite.
all my love, *xtina*

what a lonely thursday [Apr. 8th, 2004|03:41 pm]
[im feeling... |crushedcrushed]
[rocking out to... |alkaline trio]

good afternoon,
today is supposed to be like a friday. exciting and fun. but guess what. im all alone sitting in front of this stupid computer that i hate so much. ehhh...i wish life was more fun. i need some sort of excitement. i want to go to a show....if anyone hears about one...let me kno right away. okay? :)

"well i have no desire to see through my own eyes anymore, anymore...hahaha" -alk 3

I think tomorrow i am going to abercrombie with julie. i love hanging out with julie. im glad we are friends. :)

i am passing math class....not really tho. i think ms. anderson is just being nice to me cos i suck so bad. i need a new tutor. my old tutor sucks. *frown*. okay well im out, all my love...*xtina*

another word [Apr. 7th, 2004|08:48 pm]
[im feeling... |awakeawake]
[rocking out to... |television]

hola amigos,
okay so yea. i am better now. :) lol. well i was just thinking about homeroom. we had a substitue. this guy was way cool. i remember, cos i had him before. he was my study hall teacher. and me and sarah were sitting next to eachother and the guy comes up and starts talking to sarah. they were talking about music and hes like WEEEEEEEEZZZZZER. it was so funny. and then sarah asked me if i would capture this man and give him to her for her birthday. lets assume i didnt do this. lol. SO ANYWAY! this guy was my homeroom teacher and this kid walks in with a silver chain and hes like nice bling bling, its not too much. yes its just enough. IT WAS GREAT. his humor was so dry. and so funny. i loved it.
i was the only one laughing tho....im a loser. lol.

im talking to damian. he brought up a good point. the past is the past and it will never come back. :)

my parents are comming home with a salad from mcdonalds!!WOO!!!! MY FAVORITE!!!!!
okay prayer time. love always

(no subject) [Apr. 7th, 2004|07:59 pm]
[im feeling... |gloomygloomy]
[rocking out to... |alkaline trio]

my first entry in my new journal. WOO.
Today has been a bad day. it makes me sort of sad. I hope i pass math. if i dont the concequences will be terrible. i dont even want to think about it. guah. i hate when im all emo inside. I HATE IT.
im watching the swan. it makes me want to cry. THEY LOOK AMAZING!!!
im pealing. its really sick. but im SOOO tan. its kinda cool. i just wish that i didnt peal.
okay well i cant write anymore tonite without being emo. goodnite. forever yours.

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